Saturday, September 18, 2010
Today was a beautiful day weather wise but stormy within. I try to have some kind of strategies in place for different things that can come up over the day. The problem is some of these things that present themselves feel like they cause a chemical reaction rather than just a emotional one and my good planning is out the window. This causes me to be scared, embarrassed, angry, depressed and even sometimes over happy (like I just don't care). Today instead of dealing w/one or two of those things (which is about my average) I went through all of them and am dealing w/some paranoia right now.