Today started beautify with a huge stack of pancakes and a big cup of coffee. I then did some plumbing work for the rest of the day until my appointment. That's when my day shifted. I just have the hardest time grasping the concept of trusting some stranger with my personal feelings and experiences. I spoke to someone else about this and they helped me to realize that it's not the person I have the trouble with it's what they represent to me.