129th. Stroke

I am not at home right now so some of the pics are iffy looking. I tried to give you variety so you could find one like. -Joshua

95th. Stoke

Well there is nothing wrong with my organs so far. More testing to come. Today was cold and sunny out. I really didn't enjoy today. I'll be fine . I'm just in a low spot in my. I was suppose to get through this at the hospital. Maybe I will feel better or go back. Thank you all. -Josh

63rd. Stroke

I had a great day today. I guess I was just in the right frame of mind. It even seemed like a couple things where thrown my way to test it. Even though they where things that normally would have made me react I didn't skip a beat. I like to write in the morning and this morning I wrote a list of ten things I'm grateful for. You should try it.

50th. Stroke

‎ I feel bad today. I missed my family get together because I have phobias of so many different things. Being around people and having to explain my life scares me. I always feel like I am going to ruin other peoples good time. I just want to be alone.

44th. Stroke

‎The color was requested by Catilyn and I am dedicating it as a big hug to her and Brandon for hanging out w/me all day and for how proud and happy they make me feel. And thank you also to Naomi, Christie and Tyler for making it possible.

35th. Stroke

Friday the13th. I heard #13 is suppose to be lucky for us Irish people but I feel as though I still remain stuck in a rut. The color is a request and does not reflect my mood. -Josh

11th. Stroke

‎ I went with a darker purple today per request. Feel free to make requests at any time. The majority color that day will get it. Let me know how you think it's shaping up.

5th. Stroke

5th Stroke 7/14/2010 (360 to go)
I think purple is a good color to represent the middle ground between the manic red and depressed blue. Someone who has helped me with real useful ideas and guidance towards attaining my goal of not being up and down all the time suggested it to me.