95th. Stoke

Well there is nothing wrong with my organs so far. More testing to come. Today was cold and sunny out. I really didn't enjoy today. I'll be fine . I'm just in a low spot in my. I was suppose to get through this at the hospital. Maybe I will feel better or go back. Thank you all. -Josh

94th. Stroke

A little green for outdoors. I spent all day outside after being in a hospital for two weeks. We got let out into a gated courtyard twice a day for a half hour. They had a basket ball court and I had someone send me a ball.
It's all good -Josh

93rd. Stoke

I made this one yesterday when I got home. Thanks for hanging in there and waiting for me. -Josh

92nd. Post

I am not able to handle things in any kind of way right now. My medications are playing tricks on me. I am going to the hospital for a little bit. I will continue when I return. Thank you for your understanding and patience. I will try to make it back soon. -Joshua

91st. Stroke

I am feeling sick and wiped out tonight. I'm sorry my mind has nothing inspirational to say except maybe vitamin C and sleep. -Josh

90th. Stroke

I had a long day consisting of a lengthy Dr.
apportionment. Made me really tired. This is dedicated to Viking Aksel. Peace?

89th. Stroke

I'm in a good mood today. A poem of mine has been published in a medical journal. I love to write more than anything and this is so motivating. I feel like going to write now. Maybe something for tomorrows post. -Josh

88th. Stroke

It seemed as if I had to do everything at once today but I caught it before it got out of control. I stopped and took some good breaths and then made a deal with myself that everything was going fine and that there was plenty of time for whatever came my way. Then I restarted my day and enjoyed it at a pace of my choosing.

87th. Stroke

I will be uploading pictures tomorrow. I apologize for this inconsistency. The uploading program seems to be on the fritz. I have tried a number of times now and I am not going to allow it to get the best of me. Instead I am going to use this as an opportunity to practice patience. Thank you for your understanding. Please check back tomorrow. -Joshua
(Sorry about the wait. Here it is. I hope you like it.)
This reminds me of something I just read. "I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision." ~Just For Today A.A.Publication

86th. Stroke

I have been reading a book by Thich Nhat Hanh and I really liked a part that I read today that made allot of sense to me so I thought I would share it. He pretty much has us ask the question "What's Not Wrong?" Just think how much things could change with that perspective.

85th. Stroke

I used a purple today which serves for a great visual metaphor. I notice often when I'm around a bunch of people that are not going through some of the same things as me I may seem dark and not show my true color as well. But in a group of others going though similar things our colors would balance out. I find that I'm at my best when I can share with others who know what I'm talking about.

84th. Stroke

Today was so rainy the streams were almost overflowing. Dreary, wet, lonely feeling weather. Good for sleep, books, movies and fires in the fire place. The sky was gray with even lower darker clouds of gray sweeping by to remind me of how gray it was. I decided to use this yellow to make the rain and clouds go away. What activities do you like to do when it's raining? I also realized the added bonus of making my initials.