80th. Stroke

80th. stroke and entry. I guess once you get in a routine you don't notice the time go by as quick. These days I stick to a schedule that I have adjusted to. Meals and work always at the same time. I enjoy my work so much that it's not even like I'm working. And I know exactly how much free time I have so I can plan for the best use. Things aren't that bad. ( Have you ever written a bunch of stuff and thought about it like you were talking and all these people are listening but their not, they are reading it and you don't Know if anyone is even there? That just happened to me.) Good night.

73rd. Stroke

Today I got up with some energy even though I didn't go to sleep until around 4am. I cleaned, did laundry, painted, wrote some and then finely when I tried to read some I was out. Today I continued painting the house I was working on last week. Another perfect day for painting. Dark blue fall sky, colorful trees all around. Today's stroke represents my manic loopines that Is obviously in full swing. Oh, I almost forgot. From about a foot to the left of the moon from where I was standing was Jupiter. I looked through my friend's telescope and was able to see all four moons (two on each side) in a perfect row. Pretty cool what's out there. Between those four and our moon that is enough for one night.

66th. Stroke

‎It started out as a stereotypical Monday would. I woke up late, forgot stuff at home that I needed and then as I was getting used to the fact that it was just because it was Monday I realized I had to rush to an appointment where all the other people were also having Mondays. Looking forward to Tuesday.

59th. Stroke

‎ I sent a message to a friend of mine earlier today that talked about all the different things I have been doing lately and as I wrote all this stuff out I realized that I was attempting to change allot of things at once. So far this is working out fine but it made me think to myself about the old analogy of "spinning to many plates." So I am going to be cautious knowing that when something I'm working on really hard goes wrong it takes me a while to recover.

52nd. Stroke

‎ This morning I woke up a little early and read a bit before getting ready for my day. The book I was reading reminded me of something I used to do which was to list some positive quality's about myself. I thought it was interesting because somebody else had just mentioned doing this the other day. I have decided to take it one step farther. I wrote these things down, folded up the paper and put it in my pocket so whenever I forget what it is I will read it again.

45th. Stroke

I know plenty of people are out there dealing with the same stuff as me and even more have dealt with much worse. I've grown up with people that have had their ups and downs like anybody else. I have a few good friends that have gone through hell and came out okay so I know I can make it through whatever comes my way.

38th. Stroke

My day was average. I thought up some cool ideas that excite me but I've been known to do that. Can't ever give up or that's when it's about to be your time and the next schmuck gets it instead. The color is red oxide.

31st. Stroke

Today's stroke color aqua makes me think about water. It's been so hot today that I can only think of water. My mood has been fine today. -Josh

24th. Stroke

I am dedicating today's stroke of silver to my mother for always shining. No matter what has happened in my life she has been there for me. If it where not for her I would not be here to write this. ~Joshua

17th. Stroke

The power cut out on me today just as my brush was touching down. You could say it was a stroke of luck. The color I used is called phthalocyanine green. This color has a sparkly quality to it which I thought was cool considering the chain of events around it reaching the canvas. It doesn't even look that bad where it continued off the canvas onto my wall. It proves to me that no matter how much planning one does anything can happen. And that the end result can sometimes be better than the originally desired outcome. -Josh